October 2010
1 post
August 2010
1 post
June 2010
1 post
March 2010
1 post
February 2010
1 post
Sunday
Guess I have to work my ass off on Sunday, and not meet benson on that day already. Sucks, but what can I do. He’s not free for me.
January 2010
3 posts
Sour plum
A sour plum to keep my bus trip to work motion sickness free.
December 2009
8 posts
Dreams
Last night, I just realized that I am unable to follow my dreams anymore.
Awaken
I woke up at 4.45am just to catch my breath. What’s happening to me?
November 2009
28 posts
Pain
The pain is unbelieveable, it never stops hurting me somehow. Crossed fingers, hope it’s not appendicitis.
1 tag
Karapura San
Benson and I went to marina square to play those catch machines. We strike jackpot and got a big hamster looking soft toy!
Happy to be us again.
Emptiness
Seems like it ain’t the same anymore.
Stressed out.
Study. Work.
Waiting for him.
I just need more sleep.
relax; stop waking up in the middle of the night.
I am definitely going crazy; I need to breathe.
Where are you?
Looking for benson Chong.
If you find him, call me.
Because I’m gonna lose my mind if I can’t find him.
Scared.
I’ve got the urge to go to church this morning despite having to go to work.
I hate watching horror movies, make me cry several times.
What is my purpose?
Am I really contented with just going along with new plan; working my ass off and neglecting those things that I really regret if I don’t do them. I really don’t know this path is really how I want it to be. Why do I not have something that I have passion for, and still sticking to it till the end.
I really needa question myself if tour guide is someone I want to be.
I gotta think...
October 2009
27 posts
Swim
Planning to swim today in the morning, but look, it’s raining=(